Unspoken Truth !!!

Sometimes doing nothing makes them to decide what they really feel for you. Sometimes laying everything you have still can't make them to decide it. If you fall in the later bucket then you possibly are hurting yourself. Sooner you may like to get out of such perfidious love, or else it may convert into obsession. Which likely in most of the cases lasts in treachery and revenge. 

You laid your time, opportunities, money, feelings for the one who can't even think or can't decide it. Confessing becomes profession and profession becomes revenge. Moving on is what is left for you. Your value was never valued and cared. You crawled, cried, walked but couldn't find nearest spotless mind. But while you were suffering you were learning to struggle and getting hurt. Some things cannot be explained which is beyond imagination and for me it's a morbid obsession. Was it all worth it. If everything was planned, written in the book of fate, I can't imbibe it.

Something's aren't in our hands but to let it go. But letting go has always been a Herculean task. If it was meant to finish off then it should be. The one who doesn't understand you, no point in explaining your jitter. Well said in Unforgiven II -
"If you can understand the me then I can understand the you". The one who can't take decision on their own rather approaches to other to clarify, is the one who is confused and will make you capitulate. Being kind here I thanks to what all has happened and will restrict now moving forward with such stuff. Back to the previous life which somehow I forgotten while I was in the asylum of feelings. 

To forget things plug your earphone, get 200 cc bike on the Highway, wear a perfect goggle and play the songs (The Unforgiven 2, Wherever I May Roam, Sad but True, Fade to Black, Master of Puppets, Enter Sandman, Fuel, Ride the lightning, Sanitarium, Thunderstruck, Seek & Destroy, One) in full volume. I did it one fine day and it worked for me. At 90 km/hr listening to Metallica let's you forget every shitty thing. If you still can't forget you are obsessed.

Life is not just confessing, trying and expecting. If you don't get any of it move on it's the punch line and the truth. And remember 80% of boys gets girlfriend and remaining 20% of boys have brains ;) 

Stay genuine !!!